Thursday, October 8, 2009

I AM SO BLESSED
I normally do not write random thoughts...I normally stick to writing about my family's many little adventures. Today; however, my thoughts keep coming back to me with a resounding, "I have been blessed", and I can't help but express my gratitude for all the world to see, and perhaps with this gratitude through my type...I will somehow express a small portion of my love. For my first time ever, I will write my thoughts, and hopefully reach the one man I hope to reach...I love you honey!
Part 1: Young women's project...I am on a mission!
Two weeks ago I started a project (inspired by my young women's manual) to express love to another person in my family. I chose--my husband as the prime target! I wrote washable crayon love letters on the shower walls, I made special meals, and I worked on saying "thank you" more often. Yet as the days past, I kept feeling like my husband was working on the same project, and he was doing a better job at it than me! He was even using my method of writing on the shower walls...(which I loved!)
Part 2: Our First Date
Last week my husband and I celebrated the 11Th anniversary of our first date. Eleven years ago we went to Big Judd's, and so every year since that date (that we have lived by a Big Judd's), we have celebrated by going to Big Judd's. Through the course of our meal (which we had to take to go), I playfully teased him that it had been eleven years since the last time he had surprised me. He teased me saying, "whoaaa...you will most definitely be eating those words very soon my dear...!"
One week later...I began eating my words...
My eternal companion and I were sitting at a drive-up window when he said, "sweetheart, would you mind looking at some a...food storage items in the glove box?"
To which I replied, "sure."
To my amazement, I sat staring at a plane itinerary to Paris, France (my dear friend, Jill Simmons had just moved to Paris, and I had teased my eternal companion on several occasions about going, but never had I ever imagined that that would ever come to pass...)
So many thoughts and emotions were going through my head as my sweetheart explained that everything was taken care of...he had cleared the trip with his boss, and he had the time off so that I could go gallivanting in Europe!

Part 3: I am so BLESSED!
So this brings me to my ultimate thought...I AM SO BLESSED! My heart is full. Not because I am going to Paris (don't get me wrong...that will be so fun). My heart is full, because I have someone in my life that teaches me so much about being Christ-like. He is always serving me and the kids. There are so many nights when he thinks I am sleeping, that he kisses me good-bye, and goes off to the kitchen to clear the dishes (while I selfishly enjoy the company of my couch)...simply because he knows that it is important to me. Without any asking on my part, he does all of the laundry...simply because he knows how much I hate laundry. Without any complaint, he does my every whim I send his way...pick up the kids here, help me with this, and oh by the way honey, do you think you could....? The list goes on and on, and I am so eternally grateful for this person I call my eternal companion. He is never thinking of himself. I really do not talk about him enough, or brag about him, because I don't want to brag. But today I want to brag! I want to proclaim how very blessed I am to have this sweet man in my life, and I want to feel good that I am bragging, and most of all I want the whole world to see that I am bragging just so he can truly see that I feel so incredibly blessed!
Ten years ago I sat on a lawn proclaiming to this man that I wanted to always be treated like a queen. Ten years ago this sweet man asked me to be his wife, and I agreed!!! Ten years ago I made the greatest decision of my life! I am so very blessed! I am blessed to have an amazing husband, and because of my decision ten years ago to become his wife, I am blessed to have three beautiful children whom I love and adore! I am blessed that this amazing husband honors his priesthood, adores his family, takes being a dad seriously, and puts Christ over all! I am so blessed to learn from his example!
I AM SO VERY BLESSED!
I LOVE YOU, BRYAN, WITH ALL MY HEART!! THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO!

4 comments:

Bryan said...

I don't know who this guy is you are talking about, but I would like to meet him. He sounds like a handsome, cool, fun guy. More importantly, he sounds like he has an awesome, beautiful, charitable (to the point of exaggerating) wife.

The Woolner Family said...

Paris for a week! Oh man. I got to go to Lincoln, NE for a weekend. :)
Glad to hear you're diligently working on your PP.

Jamie Lamb said...

Carrie--you two are the same as you were at Ricks! Remember when you guys used to do that cheesy "I-love-you" sign language thing across the room during church? (Cheesy in a good way!) So funny!

Don't worry--you're not alone...Jarom & I are pretty cheesy, too! I'm very blessed myself! :)

Jason and Jen said...

How sweet...I'm glad you bragged about him! Have fun in Paris, that will be so much fun!